Laura

So happy lately.
So glad to be back in Virginia with my girlfriends. <3 We've all been super busy.
Went to Richmond last night to see Hollywood Undead with Ry. That kid cracks me up haha I hope he marries my sister. =]
HU was fucking amaaaazing. Oh man, do they know how to work the stage. <3
And shockingly, I'm not nearly as sore as I usually am the day after a show. But I had to wear flip flops cuz I couldn't fit sneakers in my bag to come here and my toeses hurt lol. One of my toe nails got broken pretty far down. BUT WUTEVZ. So worth it.

Tonight, we met up at the movies with Alicia and Dave and I talked my old friend Ben that I went to school with into meeting us there. We went to see Saw 6. It was alright. Ben and I laughed a lot haha.It was awesome to see him again. Mitch was supposed to come too but he's a bitch and didn't. =P He was talking to me a lot today though lol. So random and weird.
And earlier today, Heather and I went thrift storing and immediately found the perfect dress for her costume. She wanted to be a zombie Disney Princess, preferably Belle, and the first store we walked into, as soon as we walked over to the dresses I saw a yellow dress and took it down and we were like OH YEAH 8D. She went and tried it on, perfect fit. Baha. We're gonna be so hot.
I LOVE HALLOWEEEEEEEN. =DDDDD So excited.
The rest of my stuff better come in the mail tomorrow. I had to order cupcake pink dye off of ebay because I couldn't find any in stores around here. And I had some gloves I ordered a few days ago too. I have a feeling it'll all come tomorrow/later today, I'm not worried about it.

D'ah. Such a happy mood. =] I'm talking to Gordon and all smiley lol. LAME. I'm such a girl.
Such a tired girl. Yaaaawn.

Ok.
So.
... What was I gonna say?

( Let's start off with something good. )

( Something sad </3 )

( Something funny. )




( Some pictures. )


FUCK THAT WAS LONG.
Goodnight. =D

I have to update tomorrow. Well, later today, technically. I'm about to go to bed but amg today was crazy and long and I'm way tired. And I took about a zillion pictures of the kitties.

Sunday was so much fun. Me, Leondre, and my mom all laughed sooo much. It made me realize, because I've been feeling somewhat unsocial lately, that I miss hanging out with friends. I wish I had tried to get better pictures, especially of me and Leo cuz we looked pretty cute, but eh I didn't really try and all the pictures pretty much suck.

I do, however, have a few of my new kitties. =]
( Thank you, Ashlee. )


Hm.
I read this interview with Jennifer Love Hewitt in a magazine the other day. Talking about how she learned to love herself and stay happy and stuff. She said every night before she falls asleep, she tells herself five things she finds sexy about herself. And every morning she finds five things she loves about herself. I decided to try it. Except I don't find anything about myself sexy lol so I changed it to beautiful. It's kinda hard to come up with stuff and I've already repeated a few from previous nights. But, I noticed since I've started doing it, I have been able to stay out of a shitty mood. That's why I started doing it, because I'd been feeling WAY too down on myself and knew I needed to stop putting myself down or I'd never feel any better.


Last night, I shared some of my lyrics with Alex for the first time. And a couple nights ago I showed Vince a song I had just written. I wanted an honest opinion. Before then, I'd only ever let my sister and Heather and just recently Alicia, too, read my songs. And they all just always said "I like it" or "It's good" or "It's good, I like it". EVERY SINGLE TIME. So I suspected they were just being nice, trying not to hurt my feelings y'know? And I've decided I'm not sharing my songs with them anymore. Vince and Alex said "I like it" too. Fuckers. XD But then they gave me a little more feedback so that was cool. Alex seemed to really like what I shared with him. Of course, it was a song basically making fun of Americans, so he would like that. Haha.
I always feel weird when I let anyone read my lyrics because it's so personal. My innermost thoughts and feelings and all that. It's like letting someone read my journal. My real one, not this one lol. But for some reason, lately, I've been wanting to not keep my writings so secret. But then I'm still too nervous to share haha. Whaaatever. Maybe I'll get over it one of these days.

It's been a kinda shitty week. Family getting on my nerves, lots of fighting, rain preventing me from getting any work done on my house, computer troubles, meh. I dunno, just lots and lots of little things piling up and getting to me. I've been finding it very hard to stay positive since I got back here and wish Alicia was around. We help bring each other out of negative slumps. But, luckily, I'll be back with her for a week or two in about a month. And Alex will be there, too! We all decided we needed to spend Halloween together. So. Yeah.
And lol @ how it's not even October yet and I'm already soooo excited about Halloween. I spent like three days straight on ebay trying to find costume stuff and ideas. Luckily, my mom said she'll make my wings and tutu so that'll save me a lot of money. And I'll probably end up spending all the money I'm saving on that on this pair of boots I found. They're kinda pricey, but I can justify spending that much because a) they're sosososo hawt and b) I've been wanting a pair of boots for a long time now and I wouldn't only be using them for my costume. Which, if you're wondering, is going to be.. vampire fairy lawl. It's going to be the best costume I've ever had. Oh, how I love dressing up. I'm not sure why, but putting on a pretty outfit just always makes me feel ten times better.
Leondre and I (and my mommy and maybe our friend Sonja, also) are going to see Nickel.98 (our ex boyfriend Brian's band) tomorrow. We decided we should wear skirts so earlier I was going through my clothes trying to figure out what to wear, trying on different outfit/shoe combinations and it instantly lifted my mood haha. I'm such a girl. But, I don't care, I love it. Anytime I can't find something positive to focus on I just remember that at least I was born a female. =] I can't imagine being a dude... It'd suck. Majorly.

Speaking of things sucking. Ughhhh. I got this really cute white kitten from my mom's friend yesterday. I was so excited to finally have another pet, especially such a cute one. And, like, right after I got back with it, my dad wanted me to ride to town with him. So I told Ashley to keep an eye on it for me. And.. when I got back, nobody knew where the kitten was. =| And it still hasn't turned up so I'm guessing it jumped out the window and the dogs got it. =/ So pissed about it. I mean, I had JUST GOTTEN IT JEEZ. I didn't even get to name it yet. =[ Siiiiiigh.
And speaking of kittens, I'm supposed to be getting one or two from Ashlee tomorrow on the way back from the show, because they're little siblings to Panda and my last cat, Channing, who mysteriously died about a year ago. Swear to god I'm not letting it/them out my sight since something always fucking happens to my cats. =| I need something to love. If anything happens this time, I'm giving up on trying to have a pet and never loving anything or anyone again. XD


AND SPEAKING OF GIVING UP. Heh. I haven't heard from Gordon in about a week. I think he's avoiding me or something. Sucks. His birthday is really soon and he was saying he might be able to come back to Texas for it. It would've been really great to see him again... It would be my luck that he'd get sick of me or find a girlfriend or whatever right before he comes back here. Le sigh.
And all my friends and sister and everyone always talking about their new love interests and significant others and falling in love, it's really, realllly starting to bum me out. How lame. Everyone has someone except for me. Like always. I'm surprised it took this long to start bothering me. Props to myself for going over three years not caring about being in a relationship. Now, snap out of it and remember why you didn't care all that time. Relationships never work out. ;D Someone (usually me) always ends up hurt. Buuuut. Even though I know this, I want to have that again. Whatever. It'll happen when it happens, I guess. But in the meantime, I wish all my friends would try to make a little more time for me instead of focusing solely on their loverz. ;|

My sister's "not boyfriend" (he is so totally her bee eff lol) just IMed me and we're having a ( delightful discussion. )


On a happy note, I have a new favorite.
Flower.





It's a passion flower. I saw a picture of one like the first one in a magazine last night and thought it was one of the most unique and beautiful things I've ever seen.
What's your favorite flower?

I've made a few new friends, lately. Mostly just on the internet, but, hey, friends are friends.
I IMed Rudy last night and it turned out to be his girlfriend so we ended up chatting and adding each other on myspace.
And then that Lace and Flora community in the LJ spotlight, I joined it and it has become my new favorite community. A few people from there friended me today. Hiiii guys! =D
Aaaand yesterday, I found out Jamie moved back into the neighborhood so I went to see her and she had her friend, Amanda, that she was staying with before she moved back here over. She seems pretty cool, I hope to get to hang out with her more cuz I could really use more girl friends haha I get tired of all my friends being dudes. =[

It's funny, cuz my horoscope on MSN today said...
Be sure to answer all phone calls and open all letters and e-mails today, dear Cancer, as you are likely to receive some interesting communications. You may receive word from a former boss that you would be perfect for a new position that's opened up in their office. Or perhaps an ex-lover makes tentative inquiries about renewing old bonds. Your eyebrows may be raised at least once or twice during this day. Expect the unexpected!

Lawl.


Ugh, I feel kinda sick right now. Me and Dears (my dad, for those new friends who don't know, it's what I call him. There's a story behind it.) were just finishing putting primer on my walls so I can freakin' finally finish painting (though, it still probably won't even get finished today, feels like it's going to rain again blahhh) and the smell made me feel really queasy.
But, oh man, I am soooo beyond ready for it be finished. I'm so sick of all my crap being all out of order and outside under a tarp. Which, by the way, somehow didn't do it's job correctly and a bunch of my stuff got wet and ruined. =| Was noooot a happy camper lol.
Other than that, though, I'm in a pretty good mood today. As opposed to yesterday, when I was being way emo and cried for like an hour straight.
When I woke up today, before I even got out of bed, I saw my sister walking past my house so I yelled "ASHLEY" and she opened the door and popped in for a second to chat. And as she was leaving, she laughed and said "By the way, I just lost the game" so I called her a bitch and she left laughing. XD Started the day off with smiles, that's always a good thing.

And, ahaha, she's next to me on the other computer and watching this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pyW6w5B7Aw&feature=channel_page

All I could think was
And lolololol XD

( Leondre told me to make a picture post )

More soon.

Now, I think everyone else should update with a picture post. Especially, Ashlee, June, and Leondre.

Today was pretty much one of my favorite days ever.
Me, Alex, Alicia, Brad, and the kids went to Busch Gardens. It was really hot at first and there were a lot of people but then it rained for a little while and a loooot of people left. >] And ohh the rain felt so good. <3
And Alex is so much fun to hang out with.
It's funny, it feels so natural, like we've been hanging out our whole lives lol. And of course him and Alicia get along great too and she feels the same way, like he's always been hanging out with us. Brad even seems to like him a lot. They joke around all the time, we've all been laughing a lot.

I'm so happy right now. x] Life is great.
On the car ride back after Busch, I was thinking about how wonderful this year has been. So many things I wanted to happen this year have already happened, plus so much more. And basically, none of it would've been possible if it hadn't been for Jarod. It's crazy.. what a big impact he's had on my life. I miss him and I'm trying really hard not to worry. According to my logs on meebo, last time I talked to him was June 30th. =/ Siiiiigh.


I am le tired. Goodnight, LJ.

Ohhhhhhh.
Alex is on his way here now.
It's gonna be awesome to FINALLY get to meet him and hang out with him. He's only going to be here for a week, though. =[ But whatever, it'll be best week ever.

Friday, we're having a bonfire/going away thingy for me/hide and seek! A bunch of people have said they'll come. But then, that's always how it goes and then nobody shows up. :roll: Either way, me and Alicia want to play hide and seek and we're going to Friday night lol.

My dad is driving up here to pick up me and my sister. He's leaving Texas the 31st. I don't know how long he's wanting to stick around Virginia before heading back but yeah, I'll be back in Texas in soon.
I really can't believe how fast this year has gone by...

Me and Gordon have been talking a lot. Like, just about every day, sometimes several times a day. The more we talk, the more I like him. =/ Lol. Fuck my luck. But he has kinda started acting like he likes me too so I guess that's good. Whatever.


I have a new friend. His name is Jason. He lives in Austin. Lol he found me on myspace. One day I had a message from some dude I didn't know and it was like "Tacos. Discuss." XD and somehow he ended up becoming one of my favorite people to talk to.


Dinner be ready so I go now.
I fail at updating. =[



Edit: Ughhhhhh Alex's flight got canceled and now he won't be here until tomorrow at noonish. He was SUPPOSED to be here yesterday but there keep being complications. Lame.

Yeah, I'm feeling much better now.
My birthday actually didn't suck.
The night before, my favorite cousin, Jennifer, came to pick me up and we went out to eat and to a bar called The Sandbar. We went up to the door at like 10:00 and the dude checked my ID and was like "... I'm not supposed to let you in until midnight" and I said "But you're gonna be nice and let me in anyway, right?" and he said he'd go ask the manager. And they were nice and let me in and even let me start drinking as soon as I got in haha. Jennifer, her friend Mike who has known me since I was real little, and a couple of random people bought my drinks all night. =D Me and Jennifer has bought some Firefly vodka and were mixing it with pink lemonade in the car before we went into the bar. Then once I was in there I had uh.. a long island iced tea, two fuzzy navels, two kamikazes, part of a blue motorcycle and maybe something else I'm forgetting, iunno. But. I ingested a lot of alcohol and was definitely puking a lot later/throughout the day on my birthday lol.
We went to the beach and stuff on my birthday. Drove through my old neighborhood and went to my old house. I knocked on the door and asked if I could see the inside of the house now cuz they've changed it a lot and the lady was nice and let me haha. Also went to see one of my Aunts, Melanie, who has cancer. She totally gave me one of her wigs! Haha.
Hm.
Gordon IMed me earlier and told me happy belated birthday. =] Made me smile. I always IM him first, it was nice to have him initiate conversation for once lol.
I'm leaving for Ohio later for a few days. Dunno if I'll be online at all while I'm there.

( peecturez? )

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Fucking yahoo. They replied saying my account was de-activated or some shit for violating the TOS and I sent another message asking wtf I did to get my account taken away. ( Read more... )
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You know what else is super lame?
That guy in Texas I've been interested in for a while, the one that, like, never talks to me.. Well, he was talking to me a little on Myspace. So I said something yesterday about how we should hang out next month when I get back. And he said that'd be cool except HE'S NOT IN TEXAS ANYMORE BECAUSE HIS MOM KICKED HIM OUT SO HE MOVED BACK TO CALIFORNIA TO LIVE WITH HIS DAD. D<
I was really upset over it. It'd been such a long time since I was upset over a boy. Forgot how crummy it feels. I was really looking forward to seeing him again and had pretty much decided when I got back I'd try to let him know I'm interested and yadda yadda. Meh.
Well. I figured since I'd probably never see him again and he barely talks to me anyway I may as well just tell him I like him since I have nothing to lose. So. I did. Lol. And he said he's attracted to me too. Sigh. So now I'm really mad at myself for wasting my last bit of time in Texas not wanting to be around people and then with Cody instead of trying harder to see Gordon before I left. =/ He said he wishes he'd said 'screw community' service and came over my last night with Joseph but that he's going to fly back to Texas to visit sometimes, maybe even this summer, and we'll definitely get to hang out again. But, still. So unfair. I hardly everrrrr like anyone and then I do, and it seems like he doesn't even notice I exist, and then I find out he does but it doesn't do me any good because he's on the other side of the country.
I swear, I'm totally gonna be single forever. And most days I really don't care at all. But every once in a while, I wish I could remember what love felt like and think I'd like to experience it again now that I'm more grown up and better capable of handling emotional pain.
Anyway. I don't wanna think about that sorta stuff right now.
SO ON A LIGHTER NOTE.
I'm not in as terrible a mood as I seem. Just, not in a good mood.
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Um. I feel like these last couple of posts have been very negative.
Hm.
I'm thankful that my hair didn't fall out after that dumb bitch leaving bleach on it for two hours.
I'm thankful that Gordon doesn't think I'm a creep and still wants to talk to me.
I'm thankful that I have food and shelter and internet.
I'M THANKFUL THAT MY SISTER IS GONNA BE HERE SOON. =D

I can't get into my e-mail. I know I know the password, and tried it like a hundred times, and then tried several other passwords to different accounts just to make sure I wasn't losing my mind and forgot which password I use for that account. But no. And yahoo is all "lolz you can't reset your password online, you gotta contact customer care". So I did and am waiting for a response.
I got into an argument last night with this guy Dan me and Alicia know. He's really smart when it comes to computers... Alicia's e-mail and myspace got hacked into one time and she suspected it was him. I really think he got into my e-mail and changed the password. =|
( What a dick. )

I need to go rinse my hair. My dyes came today and Alicia's doing my hairz for me. I really didn't want a whole head full of color but the blonde was fucking ugly and needs to be covered.
Let's hope it comes out looking super spiffy.

( Here's a few from last night )

So. Prom. Later tonight.
I don't even feel like going now. I wanna just lay in bed and cry for a few hours. Sigh.

I went to get my hair dyed Thursday and it's pretty much ruined. The more I think about it and look at it, the more I hate it. And it's so damaged now. She left bleach on my head for two hours..
And I so badly wanted to gain 10 pounds before prom. But no of course that didn't work out either. I feel so fucking ugly and disgusting. =/ I thought maybe just this one night I could feel beautiful for once in my life. Yeah right.


Yesterday was Heather's senior skip day. We took the bus to Busch Gardens. It was pretty awesome. Lines weren't bad at all. Especially towards the end of the night around closing time. We just got to walk up and get right on a bunch of rides. We went to ride the Griffon for our last ride of the night. Got off, ran around and got right back on again in the back row (even though the front is most definitely the best). Then because the only people in line were in the line for the front, we ended up getting to stay on three times in a row. 8D It was sweet. And before that, we got to stay on DaVinci's Cradle without having to get off and got to be the only people on there.
I actually got quite a few compliments on my hair while I was there even though I think it looks shitty. About five people commented on how they liked it.
Still don't know how I'm going to wear it up tonight. I'm scared to curl it because it feels so damaged already arghhhsdkgnmsldhd.
Desperately need a good deep conditioning/protein treatment now. ;[

Enough hair talk. Makes me cry.
Actually, I should probably go get dressed because I need to go to the mall and look for earrings for tonight. I feel so unprepared. I fucking hate not having a car and having to rely on other people for rides and revolving my schedule around everyone elses. Blah. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

June and Jon just left not too long ago. So fun. We went to Busch Gardens yesterday. Oh man. Roller coasters high = amazing. Yesterday was one of my favorite days ever. <3 I always have the best times when I get to hang out with June. XD
Ran into Heather's sisters and Mom at Busch Gardens. Haha Heather, everyone got to Meet Jarod before you. XD
He got my ring Thursday. :o It's pretty. I've never really had a ring before.
We're both so worn out lol he's trying to sleep right now. Neither of us have really been sleeping. I've felt crappy the past few days, like my head's in a cloud of ickyness, and. I feel alright today except for my throat's still a little sore and I'm way tired.
Chris and Mari are here now, we're having a cook out today. I should probably go hang out with everyone.
butidon'tfeellikemovingfromthischairlol

Yawn.
How did my life get so awesome?
I feel so lucky.
Thank you, Universe.

Ugh. Busyness.
I really need to get better at staying on top of this updating thing. =/ I want to be able to read back years later and remember how awesome this year has been.

Jarod's gonna be here soon. Like, within hours. June and Jon might drive up this weekend to hang out with us. Hopefully they do cuz that'd be freakin' sweeeeet.


Prom is only 10 days away.. I still don't have shoes. Or know where I'm getting my hair dyes. Or how I'm going to wear it up for prom. Bluhhhhh.

Time. Stop. Please.


( Uh my new flat iron is pretty awesome. )

So me and Alicia were at the mall a few Thursdays ago to pick up our Aeri gifts and ended up in Hot Topic. As soon as we walked in this dude, who we later found out is named Dylan, came up to us and gave us stickers and told us his band was about to play an acoustic set in the back of the store and we should watch. So we did, of course. They were really funny dudes. Dylan's the drummer so he was standing at a table trying to sell merch while the other guys were playing. At one point he grabbed a hot pink bra that was near him and put it over his shirt and started dancing. XD Then after they were done playing, we ended up talking and joking around with the singer, Gary, for a minute. He told us to go their show at Buddha's on 9th and we actually did end up going. It was my first time there. Really small venue. They weren't even on a stage lol they were playing on the floor a few feet in front of a pool table haha. After they were done we talked with them for a bit. Gary was drenched in sweat and asked if he could hug me. =] He's adorable so I said yes lol. They said they don't know when they're gonna be back in VA and I told them I live in Texas and they were all "We're gonna be there this summer, in July. We have two dates but one's sold out already. If you can't get tickets just send us a message on myspace and we'll make sure you can get into the second date". =]]]
Haha and then another day, we went to pick up my glasses and were grocery shopping at Wal-Mart and saw these guys that looked like they were in a band. I was like "how much you wanna bet they're in a band?" and then I noticed they had pass thingies hanging from their pockets. Alicia said I should ask what their band's name is so the next time one of them passed by me I did. I was thinking they'd be some band I'd never heard of and I'd look them up once we got back to the house. But it actually ended up being a band I'd heard of before and even saw play one time when me and Heather went to see FFTL at The Norva. I don't really care for them, Bless The Fall. But it was highly amusing to me because my sister talks to their old lead singer and I had just talked to him a few days before haha.
Wtf @ me and Alicia running into bands while shopping.


LOL.
Sean just..
monarchsean: i have an addiction to jerking of
monarchsean: cause i can't help myself
monarchsean: I NEED RELIEF

o boi
Why do people feel the need to tell me these things? XD

I need to go get ready, Alicia's gonna be here soon. (I'm at Heather's and have been for the past week) And then we go to the airport to pick up my hubby lolz.

Wtf man I can't believe April is almost over already. Dx

I called the Wal-Mart in Livingston and had them fax my prescription to this Wal-Mart and ordered my glasses today. =] $180something meh. But that's better than what I was expecting, I thought it'd be at least $200. Now watch me find the other pair when I get back to Texas. I'll be so pissed. XD

Uhh I went to the circus with Alicia and her boys on Friday. Barnum and Bailey. I'd only been to the circus one other time and I remember it being a lot better but it was still alright. I think it'd be really cool to watch high haha.

Oh, speaking of getting high, I decided to take a break from smoking for a week. It's just not as fun as it used to be. When you're doing it every day and it's a regular thing, it gets old. So starting yesterday, no smoking for a week. Unless we go to the club again this weekend, then I'll smoke before we go in cuz I probably wouldn't dance at all if I wasn't high haha I hate dancing in front of people.

We went again Saturday. This time we took Heather, and John and Alicia's friend, Kat, with us too. Kat seems like a really fun person, I wanna go out with her again. She's a whore lol. =D Like, for serious. She gives "massages" ;D. But whatever, she seems pretty cool. She was telling us about Bar Norfolk omg I can't until I'm 21 and can check it out, it sounds sooo awesome.


I haven't seen any of my family since I've been back in Virginia, I really need to get up with them. =/ I was supposed to go hang out with my cousin Jeremy a few weeks back but he ended up never calling me back or coming to get me and I HATE feeling like I have to chase people down to get them to hang out with me y'know? So I never called him again and he hasn't tried getting ahold of me. Whatever. And my cousin Jennifer, she's my favorite cousin, I keep forgetting to call her. Reallllly need to get around to that. And one of my other cousins that I was never close with at all found me on myspace and told me her mom, my Aunt Melanie, has breast cancer. Dx I feel so bad that I haven't gone to see her yet but it's hard when you don't have a car. And I really hate asking people for rides..
HEATHER HURRY UP AND GET YOUR LICENSE AND DRIVE ME AROUND YOU BETCH.


ohohohand
I ordered my new flat iron yay. It's a GHD pure. They're like $200 in stores. I found one for $56 booyah. Can't wait til it gets here.
Speaking of hair, I seriously need to start looking around for a good place to get mine dyed and figure out how exactly I want my streaks to look. Anyone know where I can find a bunch of pictures of funky colored streaked hair to get ideas?

So I decided not to sleep all day for a change, cuz I've been doing it a lottt lately.
Glad I did, turned out to be a pretty good day so far.
I got Brad to take me to the bank to pick up my debit card FINALLY. For whatever reason the postal service was being stupid and couldn't get it to me so I had it mailed to the bank instead and they said they'd call me when it came in but they never did. I called the bank Tuesday and they were all "oh yeah its here". Gee thanks for letting me know it came in, guys. Lol oh well, so worth the wait. It's all pink and Hello Kitty-fied and cute. And my picture on it isn't horrific looking, amazing. And now I can order stuff off e-bay. Like that flat iron I've been waiting to get for uh forever and a day, feels like. Yayz.
Ah and my tax money came in already! Super sweet. I withdrew some money and my balance afterward was like $800something and I was thinking woah wtfx how's that possible, last I checked there was only $636. But then I remembered o ya taxz dur.
I am so gonna be all over e-bay when I get done with this update. XD

Me and Alicia went to Wal-Mart earlier and I went to see about getting my glasses. They have the same frames I got last time but I have to call my Wal-Mart in Livingston and get them to fax my prescription and junk. But that's awesome, I'm gonna have glasses again.
After Wal-Mart, we hit up Sonic and I introduced Alicia to Cherry Limeade. ;D
I'm still drinking mine now. sogood.

A few minutes ago, Blaine ran in here and dropped three white flowers on the desk beside me and ran off. How cute. Too bad they all grow up and forget how to do things like that huh?

I went to a club for the first time Friday night. A gay club. Baha. Me and Alicia's gay friend John loves to go out dancing and keeps asking Alicia to go with him so we did. Me and him smoked before we went in. The walls were kinda sparkly and it looked really cool high haha. I forget the name of the place, I think it was called Avalanche but I'm not sure. -shrug- Some place in VA Beach. I get the feeling we'll go back again at least once. Hopefully the music is better next time, I wasn't really feeling it. But other than that I had a really good time. It was amusing, at least.
John ended up talking to this straight dude that wanted to get with Alicia for like half the time we were there lol. At one point John had to go pee so we were just standing there with that dude for a minute and then he had to go to the bathroom too. He came back before John and told us there were about 10 black dudes trying to have an orgy in the bathroom and they asked him to join them and Alicia was all "... WHERE'S JOHN?". XD I figured he was just trying to be funny but shortly after he said that, a black dude walked out of the bathroom and me and Alicia were like OK LET'S COUNT and another one walked out and another and another hahaha we ended up counting six.
The club has a drag queen named Naomi that dances and lip syncs for money. That was interesting to watch.
Uh this one really short black dude started trying to dance with me. More like he was just dancing at me and I was just standing there, amused. After a minute of that this other girl walked over and pulled him over to dance with her lol and then another short black dude that looked almost exactly the same started dancing behind him.
And then later another short black dude, or possibly even the same one that tried dancing with me or his look-alike, walked by me and was like "What's up sexy?". I couldn't tell if he was being sarcastic or serious.
Oh and some chick that really looked like a dude touched my butt. I dunno if it was an accident or not but Alicia's butt got groped at some point too.
And I thought going to a gay club meant I wouldn't have to deal with that sort of stuff haha. I was looking forward to going out with my friends and just having a fun time, not having to worry about being looked at or hit on or anything. Oh well.
Carla should totally come hang out next time I'm out that way. XP


Aw, last night, a little before midnight, Blaine came in my room. I was like "What're you doing? Aren't you supposed to be asleep?" and he handed me a pink plastic egg and I asked him "What's this for?" and he said "For you" and walked off. x] Soooo cute. And what makes it even cuter, there were three smarties inside the egg. I don't know many four year olds that share candy willingly lol.


My stomach hurts like I don't know what so I'm gonna go lay in bed and read.
(I've been reading a lot again lately)